Posted by: Tracy | February 23, 2010

Life vs Dreams/Goals

I have a dream or a goal if you want to look at it that way but it just keeps getting put back farther and farther into life.  It feels like we will never be able to reach it.  I thought I have come to grips with God  and is okay with not having that one dream/goal.   I thought I was happy without this dream/goal but today that came crashing down on me unexpected.  Now I can’t seem to stop crying and feeling jealous of others that have this one certain dream/goal I don’t have.  It hurts, it hurts really bad.  I should feel happy for the people and celebrate with them but I can’t.  My heart is just hurting with pain and sorrow for the thing I can’t seem to have.  I do know that God has a plan for me and I pray that someday we will be able to have that one dream/goal.  I wish I didn’t struggle with this often but I do.  God will get me through this and I will become a stronger person because of it.



  1. I am so sorry you are sad…please try to see the good in your life.
    Lindsey Petersen

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